Were I upon oath, and this statement being made, in the presence
of witnesses, say, in a solicitor’s office, I standing in fear of pains and
penalties, I think that, at this point, I should leave the paper blank.
No man likes to own himself a fool, or that he ever was a fool,–and
ever since I have been wondering whether, on that occasion, that
‘child of Isis’ did, or did not, play the fool with me. His performance
was realistic enough at the time, heaven knows. But, as it gets
farther and farther away, I ask myself, more and more
confidently, as time effluxes, whether, after all, it was not
clever juggling,–superhumanly clever juggling, if you will; that, and
nothing more. If it was something more, then, with a vengeance!
there is more in heaven and earth than is dreamed of in our
philosophy. The mere possibility opens vistas which the sane mind
fears to contemplate.
Since, then, I am not on oath, and, should I fall short of
verbal accuracy, I do not need to fear the engines of the law, what
seemed to happen was this.
He was standing within about ten feet of where I leaned against
the edge of the table. The light was full on, so that it was difficult
to suppose that I could make a mistake as to what took place in front
of me. As he replied to my mocking allusion to the beetle by echoing
my own words, he vanished,–or, rather, I saw him taking a different
shape before my eyes. His loose draperies all fell off him, and, as
they were in the very act of falling, there issued, or there seemed
to issue out of them, a monstrous creature of the beetle type,–the
man himself was gone. On the point of size I wish to make myself
clear. My impression, when I saw it first, was that it was as large as
the man had been, and that it was, in some way, standing up on end,
the legs towards me. But, the moment it came in view, it began to
dwindle, and that so rapidly that, in a couple of seconds at most, a
little heap of drapery was lying on the floor, on which was a truly
astonishing example of the coleoptera. It appeared to be a beetle. It
was, perhaps, six or seven inches high, and about a foot in length.
Its scales were of a vivid golden green. I could distinctly see where
the wings were sheathed along the back, and, as they seemed to be
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