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about was not just the physical darkness we experience before sunrise, but
it was spiritual darkness as well.
You see, on that first Easter morning things looked very bleak to Mary
Magdalene. Mary had been with Jesus almost from the beginning of his
ministry. She had seen lives changed, bodies healed, and eyes opened. But
on Friday, just a few days before, Jesus had been crucified. Nails had been
driven into his hands and feet. A sword had pierced his side. Mary had
stood at the foot of the cross helplessly while he was killed, and her heart
was broken. How could this have happened? This was the man who had
come to save Israel. Where was God in all of this? That morning, as she
came to the tomb, probably to anoint his body for burial, her heart was
heavy and in her soul, "...it was still dark."
Mary was probably wondering, “What will I do now?” Peter and the other
disciples could probably go back to their old lives again – fishing, tax
collecting, families, but what about her? Remember Mary is the woman
from whom Jesus cast out seven demons. She didn’t have a life she
wanted to go back to. More importantly, what was she going to do without
Jesus – her friend and Savior and the work they had been doing together.
Sadness, disappointment, and emptiness consumed her. Her soul
languished in spiritual darkness.
Most of us can probably relate to Mary because we have all had days when
we stand with our dreams in shambles around our feet. Our children go
astray. Our marriage is crumbling. We get a pink slip from our employer, or
worse still, the test that comes back from the lab is positive. We ask, "Why
me, Lord?" My life was going so well and now this darkness.
My friends, what we must all understand is that it is easy to believe while
everything is all sunlight and happiness, but very difficult to believe while it
is still dark. It is easy to believe God is for us when life is good, but when it
turns sour the natural inclination is to feel rejected, guilty, or abandoned.
Anyone can walk in the sunshine; only the faithful can walk in the dark. But
the fact is, no one experiences only sunshine – and I would remind you that
all sunshine and with no dark clouds to make rain produces a desert, not a
garden (http://day1.org/4649-while_it_was_still_dark).
But back to that morning in the garden at the tomb… Mary believed in Jesus
with all her heart, yet she had not thought it would end this way. BUT, all
was not as it seemed because even though it was still dark, Jesus had
already risen. How do we know this? Because we are told the tomb was